So much fears, so much pains….
My head keep questioning those unanswered questions: What are you looking for? Are you happy this way??
Still, it seems too big to carry. I am so scared, Allah, I am.
Somehow, this is life. It is. We can’t ask everything to be smooth and understanable. We can’t have those all. I hope that everything will be allright. I hope Allah will give me those strength and patience.
This is life, Tanti. This is life.
And life goes on. It goes on…